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Review: Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins – Tragic, Captivating, Exceptional January 12, 2011

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“Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true. Here is the place where I love you.”

When I started the Hunger Games series last year I was hesitant to say the least. When I read the synopsis it scared me. I don’t like gratuitous violence and too dark of images can sometimes overtake me and I spend my nights dreaming and fretting over what I’m reading. Elie Weisel’s Night gave me nightmares for weeks during my Holocaust Literature class in college. When I was in a creative writing course my sophomore year of college, Stephen King’s Nightshift had me a wreck for days. I was tempted several times to put Hunger Games, Catching Fire, and Mockingjay in the freezer (Right Pinky?).


I must say no matter how many times I shuddered and cringed at the words on the pages from Suzanne Collins, I was glad to have been given the chance to read them. Collins creates a terrifying world full of hate and blood, but also self-reliance, hope, and passion. You hurt so much for Katniss through all three books. I’ll try not to spoil anything for those of you still reading, but in the beginning you are torn between feeling total anger and hatred for the Capitol, fear for Katniss, sorry for Peeta and Gale, to wanting to throttle them both, then you want to throttle Katniss and Haymitch, and then you are back to fretting and wavering between teams. I started out as Team Katnip. 🙂 For the longest time… I still remain on her side.

There are a few scenes in Mockingjay that are difficult to swallow. Being also on Team Cinna, Team Haymitch, Team Gale, Teem Peeta, Team Finnick, and Team Buttercup strongly through the books, my heart was torn up several times through out. In the end, you want nothing more than to hold each of them and give them everything. Suzanne had difficult choices to make and I am proud of her for not taking the “failboat” approach and HEAing this entire story. It would not have done them justice. This quote: “At the moment, the choice would be simple. I can survive just fine without either of them” by our young heroine Katniss Everdeen made my heart swell. We all want the Happily, Happily for our darlings… every heroine who has stood beneath the tree pledging to never go hungry deserves her cake and to eat it yes?
Wrong.


Katniss is no hero because of her happily ever after with the perfect boy, the hunter or the baker. She is our hero because she finds herself in ruins and brushes herself off with some help from Madge and Haymitch and others, but her growth, her strength, her completeness within herself, that is where we find our hero. Her heartbreak is numerous and unbearable, but she rises again and again.

She is Katniss Everdeen, she is 16 years old, she is a tribute in the Hunger Games.
She is our hero.

We have several characters, while they are not main characters, protagonists, or heroes, they pull at your heartstrings over and over. This one scene resonated with me and nearly had me in tears: “It’s meant to be pretty,” whispers Octavia, and I can see the tears threatening to spill over her lashes.
Posy considers this and says matter-of-factly, “I think you’d be pretty in any color.”
The tiniest of smiles forms on Octavia’s lips. “Thank you.”

Through these books you find yourself falling in love and having your heart broken repeatedly, yet you keep reading. You are captivated and held captive by the words that spear your heart over and over. If you are like me, you find yourself in tears in an Olive Garden then get into a rousing book debate with your friend who made you finish at the table and a waitress. It grabs everyone who reads it by the throat and the heart and does not let go til the end. I only wish that Collins had given us more in the end. I know it was sweet and to-the-point, but I so wished we could’ve been given more. I can’t say what without spoiling it, but when you finish reading Mockingjay, you’ll know what I’m talking about.

As the cliche says, “It’s better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all.” This rings so true within the bloody, battle-worn pages of Hunger Games, it pushes you to the limits through the flames of Catching Fire, and burns like embers along the wings of Mockingjay.

Below are just some of the fan art
that I couldn’t fit in that I found while
I was looking for the above quotes.
I couldn’t leave them out. These people are so talented!

This is the teaser trailer for the Hunger Games movie that Suzanne Collins is thank goodness writing the screenplay for and is being funded by Lionsgate. If you’ve not read the first book, do not click. Warning it is graphic and it will break your heart.

 

Top Reads of 2010 January 9, 2011

Several friends asking for my top ten reads of 2010, so even though it is a little late, here goes!

1- Anna and the French Kiss

Why? ABSOLUTE PERFECTION!!!!
This story had everything. Really.
There were swoon-worthy moments. Sighing. Beautiful, not-perfect boys. Snarky, smart, sweet girls. Sighs. Stomach drops. Cheering. Yes… I cheered. I even squeed a little. I’m not ashamed.
My husband even mocked me for hugging the book after I wrote my note in it. Yeah, hugged it. That’s how good it is.
This book had so many great moments and I can’t think of anything I would change about it. It had me up and down and that’s how I know it was good. It affected my emotions, for better and worse, it had me stuck to it; sneaking reads at my desk and in between teaching, dreaming of what would happen to Anna next, and it was just simply lovely.
Stephanie Perkins has a wonderful YA voice, but it’s not immature. And thankfully, it’s not contrived or condescending. Anna doesn’t sound like a grown woman trying to sound like a teen girl. It’s just Anna and her friends and her foes and Etienne’.
Ooooooh Etienne. “He has an acute accent and a cute accent.” *le sigh*

2- The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer

Why? I am one proud beta momma. My friend Michelle Hodkin is official. I always knew she would be 🙂 I have read her story probably 20 times in it’s entirety as her beta reader and I am still not bored of it!
Look out YA world, here comes the enigmatic Mara Dyer and her incredible boy wonder, Noah Shaw. Michelle’s cast of friends and family create a dynamic tapestry that envelopes you in a world of mystery and laughter. Her words grip you by the throat and heart and don’t let you go til the adrenaline-pounding end. I’d like to tell you more, but then I’d have to kill you!

On shelves September 2011 🙂 You can preorder through Amazon.com now!

3- Lament

Why? SO GOOOOOOD!
Maggie has done it again! I loved Dee and James and Luke. They were such wonderful and deep characters. I was able to read this in one day. We were camping so I started it on the ride up the mountain then finished it in the hammock by the fire. It was phenomenal! Maggie once again creates a world and you can see it in your head so clearly.
I didn’t find anything in this book that I didn’t like. Her voice was perfect and her imagery was amazing.
I highly recommend this! SO GOOOOOOD!
Maggie has done it again! I loved Dee and James and Luke. They were such wonderful and deep characters. I was able to read this in one day. We were camping so I started it on the ride up the mountain then finished it in the hammock by the fire. It was phenomenal! Maggie once again creates a world and you can see it in your head so clearly.
I didn’t find anything in this book that I didn’t like. Her voice was perfect and her imagery was amazing.
I highly recommend this story.

4- Hunger Games

Why? FAN-FREAKIN-TASTIC!!!!!!!!!
Suzanne Collins is my new hero. She wrote a tough, thrilling, compelling story that pushes your heart into your throat repeatedly and makes you yell at your book and sigh and moan and groan and complain to your book friends that made you read it. You beg for spoilers and then yell, “No no no don’t tell me!” over and over again.
I highly recommend for my YA friends as well as those who enjoy a good thrill a minute action story.

Spoilers




















I FREAKIN LOVED THIS!
I’m so inlove with Katniss. She’s exactly the kind of heroine that we need in YA books. She’s tough and kind and full of spirit and spunk and moxy and a whole pile of other adjectives.
There were quite a few parts of this book that shook me. Rue in particular had me worrying my lip and yelling at my friends who made me read this. She was a fantastic addition and loss to the book. It hurt so much while reading.
I adored Peeta straight off, from the moment with the bread, I knew he’d be tugging at my heart the entire time. I did find myself asking “What about Gale?” All throughout the book as well.
I found myself so conflicted and torn throughout the entire story. You are so saddened by the situation of all these children but yet you are rooting for some to die. It really makes you think. I found myself drawing parallels as a HS teacher to my own students and their desire to kill each other and themselves both mentally and physically.
This story is intense. All the way to the last page, last sentence even. I am going out to find Catch Fire tomorrow for sure!

5- Catching Fire

Why? Incredible!
Suzanne Collins had me completely horrified and transfixed with Hunger Games and I thought she had a fifty-fifty shot of doing it again with this book. She did it. I was sucked in completely. I had to stop mid-way through to do NaNo but I would whine to my friends about wanting to finish it. I was happy that it was my last year of 2010 and I am now onto Mockingjay as my first read of 2011. I thought I would need a break from the series since Catching Fire is so incredibly intense and you find yourself panting because of the suspense, but I could not wait to read book three.
Collins has an uncanny ability to end every single chapter on a cliff and you are willing to stay up to all hours and slack off at work just to find out more about Katniss and her world. In Hunger Games I was Team Katniss, in Catching Fire I became Team Peeta, in Mockingjay I think I’m Team Buttercup/ Cinna 🙂
If you’ve not read Hunger Games, I won’t put in spoilers, but you need to read this series. It is such a ride and it grabs your attention from the first chapter and doesn’t let you go through book three. I’m actually wanting to go back to MJ right now!
If you know me, you know I don’t do gore and much violence unless it is necessary to the plot… trust me, everything that happens is there for a reason and you will be stuck to the terror and pain just as much as you are to Katniss’ incredible inner monologue and Peeta’s selflessness and Gale’s passion. You will gasp, sigh, and ignore those around you for this story. I promise! 🙂

6- Linger

Why? (only halfway through but I love it!) I adore Maggie, I’ll read the phone book if she writes it. Her characters, especially Sam Roth make my heart happy. I can’t wait to finish this one, but I’m waiting until we get closer to Forever because waiting for Linger sucked. So I am waiting just so I don’t have to stress later 🙂

7- The Mortal Instrument Series

Why? Holy bejebus this is a great series! I was riveted! I read most of it in one sitting the nit took me two days because of work to get through the last fifty pages! Torture!
Clary is a fun, snarky character, she’s believable in an unbelievable situation. I was rooting for her to toughen up. You find yourself on the edge of your seat while reading. It’s truly beautifully written and fun to read. I highly recommend if you are into Paranormal YA. Jace is awesome, he’s now on my list of great male protags 🙂 He’s cocky, smart, strong, but needs a little ass kickin 🙂 I love it!

8- Hex Hall

Why? This was such a fun quick read! Thank you Angel for sending it to me!
Hawkins does a great job with creating a little world within the pages. Her voice as Sophie Mercer is hysterical and so enjoyable. It’s nice to see YA female protags that aren’t whiny and apathetic! Sophie has weakness, but she’s feisty and snarky and not afraid to fight. We need more FMC like that! I really enjoyed this story! The other characters were awesome I loved Archer and Jenna. Both characters added so much! This was such a fun quick read! Thank you Angel for sending it to me!
Hawkins does a great job with creating a little world within the pages. Her voice as Sophie Mercer is hysterical and so enjoyable. It’s nice to see YA female protags that aren’t whiny and apathetic! Sophie has weakness, but she’s feisty and snarky and not afraid to fight. We need more FMC like that! I really enjoyed this story! The other characters were awesome I loved Archer and Jenna. Both characters added so much to the story.
It was truly a great tale and it helped keep my mind off of a horrible flight. We spent an hour on the tarmac because of a storm, then three hours in flight during the storm. I was terrified. But, amazingly enough, Hex Hall kept my attention for almost all of it! That’s saying a lot since flying terrifies me, especially turbulence!
I highly recommend Hex Hall and I can’t wait to read the next one and find out more about both Sophie and Archer!

9- Hush, Hush

Why? I really, very much enjoyed this story. Becca (has a great name) has a fantastic voice within this story and it’s a fun read as well as being intriguing. I thought I had figured it out, but then it twisted a bit and I didn’t know half of what I thought I knew. I must say though, Vee annoyed me to no end and I kinda wanted someone to drop her off a building, but other than her, it was a great story. You have a fairly strong, non-whiney protag, in Nora- and Patch is well, just yummy 🙂 I recommend this story to anyone in the market for a quick romp with some dark subject matter, but with fun characters and a fun climax that keeps you interested. I wish the ending had been more detailed because I just didn’t want this story to end!

10- Crazy School

Why? I was totally enthralled by this story! I found so many parallels between Madeline and myself. Cornelia Read gave Madeline such a fantastic voice and I found myself giggling at every chapter until the end when I was just awestruck by the story. Even then I was cracking a smile while on the edge of my seat.
Although I’m not of Madeline’s generation, I felt a kinship with her as I read along. I loved her husband Dean and her good friend Lulu. I also adored the students, especially Weisner and I was totally enthralled by this story! I found so many parallels between Madeline and myself. Cornelia Read gave Madeline such a fantastic voice and I found myself giggling at every chapter until the end when I was just awestruck by the story. Even then I was cracking a smile while on the edge of my seat.
Although I’m not of Madeline’s generation, I felt a kinship with her as I read along. I loved her husband Dean and her good friend Lulu. I also adored the students, especially Weisner and Sitzman. I’ve always been partial to the troubled smartasses though! The characters are compelling, the plot is driving, and the climax has you clenched and eager for resolution, but sad when you know the story’s done. I hated turning that last page because I didn’t want it to end.
It’s almost 1am and I just couldn’t put it down. I had to know how it finished. The story is incredible. I would highly recommend to anyone. Especially teachers.
DO READ!